Ok, so these last few months I haven t been working because i m in the process of joining the military, I kind of just been Sleeping, Eating, Computer and working out. Lately i ve been getting strange pains ,all over my body, sharp pains in my head that come and go ETC, i ve convinced myself im riddled with cancer and its consuming my life, I am going to get checked soon. The only other explanation I can onthink of is, about a month ago I went through 2 months of sleeping on a couch, maybe my neck and my back is messed up, i ve always had pretty bad posture. I m absolutely terrified of going to go get checked, I don t want to hear the doctors tell me i m going to die soon. Lately i ve been thinking there is no point at all to life, I think about my health and death 24/7. I took a test and it came back I was a hyper sensitive person. All day everyday, I think about my health/death. I ve been thinking about suicide and really can t seem to find a point of life, I believe its pointless and i ve just been torturing myself these last 2 months. I m absolutely terrified and I don t know what to do, its consuming my happiness, my life and my thoughts. Thank you for taking the time to read this