I am 19 years old boy weight 45 KG height 5 FEET 9 INCH recently diagnosed HIV positive, I never had sex nevertheless i am HIV positive,I am pure virgin I don't know how I got HIV, while my mother and father HIV negative. and sir I am very poor so i can't afford treatment and i don't want to tell my family i am HIV+. if i tell them my father will take bank loans and he will failed to pay bank installment,he can't purchase my life that's why I don't wanna tell them, so please can you tell me how long I live without treatment ? now i am facing some problem like feeling pain on neck, weakness, back pain, fever and Common cold please tell me how to hide this ?I want to hide my symptoms to my family otherwise i will commit suicide :( please tell me how long i can live without treatment ?