I don't know whether or not I have BPD.
Whenever my friends do something without me, my mental state plummets and it's scary.
I've participated in self mutilation, and if I've been prescribed a drug, I'd always take more than needed.
It's gotten to the point where I don't care whether I get out of bed at 3pm anymore.
I don't have any motivation for life.
I've lost interest in the things I love doing like piano, netball, meeting with friends, etc.
I'm not suicidal at this point in time, but I wouldn't move if I was on a road and a car was coming, if you know what I'm trying to say.
I just want help and/or to determine if I do in fact have BPD.