I felt uneasy these past few days. I knew I had depression last 2-3 years back but I feet like its getting worse. I don't feel like I am myself. I didn't take the medication provided cause it made me nausea, plus I didn't go to my appointment 'cause I believe it didn't make much different due to the doctor just sit and listen, no reaction. I had trouble sleeping, every day when it gets dark, I began to worry cause I cant sleep. I couldn't control my mind, seems like it works on it own. I began to imagine things, I am afraid that I will go crazy. My speech... I didn't know how to explain. It became rapid, I talk the same word over and over but cant seem to explain myself. I don't know what's happening to me.