I have been bought my tests from Igenex. Does this mean that my eight years of pain and suffering aren't Lyme. It is ruining my life, I haven't worked in eight years. I have no money, now. It is so painful. Joint pain, elephant size pain, that takes over the right side of my body. My body has changed. I hate noise, I'm scared to death of people as they think I'm crazy here. I've been accused of being a needle drug adddict and more. My husband is almost gone, as he is to weak to not be able to help me. I seen Dr. Hawkins in a newspaper and tried to get an appointment, but I have been triaged to wait one to two years years for an appointment. Two more years of this? Oh my God, please no. My head spins and sometimes I can't speak very well and people always think I'm impaired or retarded. Please, oh please, can you help?