I Have Been Having Frequent Suicidal Attempts. 7 So Far

I have been having frequent suicidal attempts. 7 so far this year and 6 last year from March-July..I'm still suicidal and want to kill myself. My question is, how am I going to prevent another one since they are coming more frequent. I also hate it when people ask if I'm safe. I hate that word and I don't care anymore. I'd rather just die than keep fighting with so much pain.