I have been masturbating since age 10. Now i am 18 and about to turn 19. Over past two years my hip joint started to click and causes a lot of pain. I figured out it was due to masturbation. When i left it, it felt awesome and pain would reduce. But, i am now stuck in a vicious cycle. Whenever 20-25 days go by and pain is almost about to go and leave, wet dreams occur. I want to literally cut of my genital when that happens. Please tell me what to do. I do not have any money. I am i suppose to be like this if i am poor. Has humanity died? Are the doctar's only here for earning money?