I was diagnosed bipolar and PTSD a few years ago. I was on a lot of medication and went off them months ago. I'm having these feelings of missing my ex husband and my family. I am remarried and have been for 5 years. I've been thinking of going back. I am also experiencing extreme anxiety which is making me physically sick. I'm trying to figure out if these thoughts are founded and maybe I should go back. Or am I having a manic episode. I can tell you I've missed my ex almost every day since leaving but I did some terrible things in the marriage and feel overwhelming regret and shame.