I'm paranoid of my government. I feel I know too much. I hear people talk in my room at night but can't make up the words. I feel like I predict the future all the time. Iv been non emotional lately. I just want to be alone. I feel disconnected from humans. I don't trust anyone. I carry weapons on me in case someone try's to hurt me or sneak up on me and hurt me. I think about dying every day. I visualize myself dying. What's wrong with me. Thanks