I m due any day now was the 27ththe 27th I was thinking of going to a different state to have a late term abortion because I lost my first child to sids and I ve been going crazy and I m scared I don t want to get my baby taken away been using and my last prenatal appointment was when I was 5 months pregnant and I kept going back and forth on if I should keep the baby or get a late term abortion. it s been so depressed since I lost my daughter first pregnancy ever and I did not know I was pregnant with her until 28 weeks because I was told I could not have children and I was not having a menstrual cycle for 2 years when I got pregnant this time it hasn t even been a year since she passed and I don t have any family my mother died this year and also all I have is my boyfriend I do want to keep this baby