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Dr. Andrew Rynne
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Dr. Andrew Rynne

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I've Been Having This Problem For Many Months Now And

I've been having this problem for many months now and it has been gradually been getting worse. It started with very disgusting thoughts mostly against God(mostly cursing). When I get these thoughts I always rebuke these thoughts with the sentence "God rebukes you Satan". This act of rebuking then escalated by having to say the sentence for no reason. I also had voice thoughts(I hear them within my own head not from the world) that commanded me to do certain acts( like getting a glass of water- I would obey because I think its from God), curse me, and later on question me on what is right(It would tell me a scenario to try to trap me and have me choose the wrong thing). These voice thoughts also tried to get me to curse(this has mostly gone away) and I felt like I was going to curse but Thank God I never did. Around this time I also started having gay thoughts(when in conversation with other males- to help you out I am male) and sexual thoughts(several of my mom; once of my mom; random thoughts that include nudity, sexual scenes, sex with Jesus). I also try to look at women where my eyes can avoid seeing any part of their breasts(I'm not trying to be graphic I'm just telling the truth) because my mind will most definitely make a sexual thought about it and it is a sin to have a sexual thought of someone that you are not married to. I also developed the need to repeatedly check that I have done something(that I have done everything or read everything off a checklist, that I did not lie, That I have locked the door). My thoughts eventually started giving me images of satanic entities and I developed the need to constantly give God praise for the Bible and my keyboard(and Imagine those things in my head if I am not in front of it) and look at it while praising. Other times I just look at those things and just smile(in praise of God). Lastly, I have lately began to hear music in my head(I don't hear it coming from the world just in my own head) and it plays throughout most of each day(I can't stop it) and it distracts me(example would be at school during class). The biggest problem is that it is making it very hard to spend time reading the Bible or even praying(when I just want to talk to God) and God is my number one priority. I researched about this a lot and from I've been getting is that I have OCD. I really need help to figure out what I have or if its just all in my mind.
Sun, 12 Jun 2016
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