I ve been dealing with this my whole life. I can never control when I poop. It just comes out whenever it wants to. And sometimes I ll have diareahha. And sometimes I poop a lot in one day, but it will be solid. And sometimes its a little painful... I m so terrified .. I want to go to the doctor but I m scared to. And I ve researched this a little bit and I read somewhere you could have a camera put up your butt... and I really don t want that.. but I cant deal with this problem anymore.. it ruins my life. It usually always bothers me when I m looking forward to something, when my period is here, and when I get nervous. And I hate talking to people about it because I feel like a freak... please help me!!