Hello!I would like to ask you about my condition. I feel sad, cry alone, empty without any plans for my life. it seems everything has stopped moving for me.cannot enjoy anything, I am afraid I let everyone down, always feel guilty and worthless, cant focus on studying at all, have some trouble remembering sometimes, only want to sleep but have to wait for like 3 hours to fall asleep every night.I am afraid of people cause I think they make fun of me, cant even speak my mind.I feel I have fallen into a dark hole.I have hypothyroid but take medication for 8 years. Lately have suicidal thoughts and cut. what is the problem?