Urgent help please! mY DOCTOR CUT OFF MT MERHADONE PILLS FRIDAY, FOR OXYCOTON-SOME OTHER MEDICINE IN IT 10-325? Ran out of Methadone pills due to penas discharge of white-for 5-Days, rubbed Ointment into my grion area to stop hard Pain Testecicles! New Oxycotnon-pills not stopping hard back pain from Horse Accident 2000, Neurosurgeon told wife I was terminal! 4-days later woke from coma, Severe Traumatic Brain injury I learned 1-Year after! But, went back to work Honeywell International, Phoenix, AZ. 9-months later successfaully concluded design project as electronic engineer, had 12-electrical engineers on my team! Honeywell happy, but Neurosurgeon and other examining doctors forced me to retire at age 62-years! Wife helped me past 14-years, since methadone stoppage I m Crying Now! Dont ever cry, but PAIN IS great in Lower back legs, shaking like drunk man, new medicine does not help me! No sleep, shaking terribly, hard to breath, nose running constantly, Hard Tingling PAIN into arms Fingers, Feet, No Rest! 120 methadones monthly worked ok most of time, back injections also, walking hard problem, my Terrier Puppies are upset with me, I dont want that - my wife is worried! We, I do not know what to do - disabled veteran never drew drew compensation, ever (I refued it from Navy Board) they gave me Honorable Service, after 6-Months in Naval Hospital for Mesentery Hernia, when I hardle could walk, they did everything to get me waking (No Surgery with MESH as doctors said NO I was young in the 1950 s!) Know, no methadone pills are killing me like terrible flu-or torture doctor ordered! Any help for this mess - had broken Leg, separated righ shoulder, right knee, 4-Broken Ribs, broken Back in 2000, doctors wanted to operate on knee and shoulder same time for Pain Help! Found out I was veteran, and after 8-Days in Hospital sent my wife to take me to veterans hospital - they put me in front line, doctors wanted to keep me in home forever - wife said NO - he is my husband I will care for him! State of california helps her take care of me on $2000 month, my social security they left alone, wife gets $500 social security month in addition to payments, doctor help, medicine here at home! I m sorry for long talk here - I do not know what else to do for first time ever, damned methadone taken away! Ron gavisk 1 (530) 218-0063 / YYYY@YYYY Please forgive me!