Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. There is nothing worry about your current behavior. it happens so just because the time has not come for you to face people. When the time comes, rather when you will be compelled to face people, quite normally you will do it without fail. But you should not think negative about your this current problem. Just believe you have a good future and you can do so many things. Forget about these negative thoughts and concentrate on your career / education. Psychotherapy techniques should suit your requirement. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.