First of all, focus on your strenghts more than your weaknessess. Try to keep yourself busy in another activities like reading books of vivekananda, shiv khera and relaxatation exercises , yoga etc. i know this is a very difficult stage of your life but it will pass of its own. But you should keep trying for this. Keep talking to any family member who is close to you. Hope you will not require any medications . If despite your adequate efforts , you have severe stress than you should consult a psychiatrist. Thanks.