My doctor has diagnosed me with Depression, I am taking anti depressants but I believe I have bi polar (I'm not just depressed, I have periods of increased energy and great work output). Sometimes I really doubt what I can do, but this is complimented by periods of great confidence (I believe I can do anything!). I feel these tablets are making these periods come quicker, I feel really unstable. I don't know what to do or what to say to my doctor. This has been ongoing since I was 12, it's always been diagnosed with depression and I never get better. I want to feel stable, I fear the thoughts racing through my head.