I m struggling with PTSD and ADHD. My ADHD is an asset as I can accomplish a lot in a short period of time. My PTSD is tough I was diagnosed 4 years ago due to traumatic events starting at the age of 4 then 13 and 18. I married a very disturbed man who basically used me as a punching bag, he tortured me. He cheated on me and then threatened to kill me several times if I divorced him. We are divorced now and I desperately need to get healthy so I can move on in life with another man. I have a very high IQ and a photographic memory. I graduated college at the top of my class and as a fellow. I m now 56 and I need help. My son told me the other day that he and his sister would cry themselves to sleep after watching their dad abuse me. I have so much guilt for not protecting them. I m crying as I m writing to you.