I struggle viciously with ptsd . my inner life has gained insight and knowledge. my thoughts can intrude on my daily activities coupled with the fact that of body and gesture movements[of my own and others] and every were I go there is a room like in my car . I have a great psych dr kara neunzig and this haunting perplexes moi. I am 57 and after 25 years of ism recovery can say I am in my skin, yet ......... grateful I am , embracing the pain of recovery , yes , though......dr neunzig is talented and has brought me to a level of trust!my mind hurts apart from the fits[in my mind mostly] and the drugs did not help matters!!!!!peace!