My foreskin hurts really badly! I haven t taken a good shower in a few weeks, just recently I took a shower last week for 2 hours. When I decided clean my junk down there with soap, it started to sting and burn immensely. I ve never felt anything like it! I was screaming in pain! I never had any sexual intercourse with anyone else for the past few years, however I AM getting fatter due to depression, I just can t stop eating these past few years! I also don t take care of myself regularly with baths/showers because I get lazy cleaning myself up (I know this sounds funny, but I m serious) till recently last night with a thorough clean. However I do masturbate a lot. Was there an infection within one these cloths that I use after masturbation? Is it due to me getting fatter (diabetes) that contributes to this? Is it that I don t take care of my hygiene? Or is it all of the above? Everyday I feel as if it s harder and harder to breathe, my heart would feel like it would stop pumping oxygen for a a second or 2 when something frightens me in a way or I over analyze something. I researched an the only conclusion I can come up with balanoposthitis. Every time I take showers, I put soap on it, and kind of scrub the foreskin. Let the soap sit on the foreskin for a few seconds and after washing it, it would hurt like hell! Also, after a few seconds on there, the foreskin on that area turns really red and foreskin on that area also puffs up a little bit! There seems to be like some form of red line streaks on the foreskin (open wounds? I don t know) Please help! I don t have medical insurance at this very moment as well! Please help. It burns when I pee as well.