Hi
I understand your concern and emotional
stress.
Tell your parents that it require proper treatment but it is not necessary to go mental hospital.
You will take treatment at home after consulting
psychiatrist.
Your symptoms suggest that you have
depression and require early attention.
Treatment is very good and help you to come out from this within short period of time.
This kind of condition can be treated with drugs like SSRI, SNRI etc.
Among them escitalopram .
sertraline , desvenlaflaxine is choice but depends upon your clinical presentations.
If a patients walk in my clinic with that much of history then i will treat with escitalopram 10 mg in morning daily and add on other anxiolytic for
anxiety.
Advise like exercise, meditations, relaxation etc.
Take proper sleep and healthy diet.
So do consultation and get better early as possible .
Still have a query then feel free to ask.
Thank you.
Happy to help you.