I do not think I am depressed. MY friends do. My mom think I have PTSd. But, I do not. I dont know what else to try. However, in the past few weeks I have begun to think that maybe they are right. I can t sleep at night, I have headaches and flashbacks. ALso, I hate to admit it, but I have had a few suicidal thoughts. I want help and I m ready to accpet that.