Please help !! I have internal hemmoriods and have tryed everything . I even got med .from Dr. It's called Lidocaine / Hc3 percent hydrocortisone Acetate 0.5 percent cream. I'm having trouble inserting, the tube is small and the Appicator on end of tube is short. I've been putting some on the drug store suppositories since I can't insert myself. I spent one hundred dollars on this box of 14 so I still want to try to somehow find a way to insert med. I'm also trying to stay very clean. I'm in a lot of pain .please do you have any suggestions ? THANKS !!