I believe I ve developed severe paranoia, after two pregnancy scares my mind went down the drain. I fear getting in trouble by my school, I once said a couple of bad words and now I worry about someone reporting me. I always feel like I m constantly being followed. I set safe deadlines so after i m past a certain amount of time I feel safe again. I always feel that the next time a teacher gets a call about something, it ll be about me. Before, I used to be careless and never cared about anything I did. But now I am careful about every word I say. I ve lost myself and I am not genuine with myself anymore like I used to...