I recently found to have MS. I was married to the love of my life for 25 years but she filed for divorce in 2015 ( I have not accepted the divorce yet). She did not feel I listened to her; however I Began having a hard time remembering everything. I have not started any medications yet because at the beginning of 2017 she will no longer carry me on her work health insurance. I had broke my back and received disability in 2013 and have Medicare insurance. I worked the same job 27 years but only draw $1800 month. I am loosing my house, wife, and ability to function. I don t want to start medication now, just to have to quit in January. Are there any medications that are affordable, that would leave me money to rent, pay utilities, insurance supplement, and help my son through college. Right now I stay so fatigued I may not be able to really wake up for 2-3 days. My doctor gave me Adderall to help with concentration and energy and it does help. I m not sure I will be able to afford this either. Are there any ideals to help me make it through the rest of my life alone. We live in her hometown. I have no real friends or family. My family was very small. I don t know what to do in January. I fall often, have vision loss in my left eye, fatigue, body pain, inability to concentrate and remember. I thought about trying to go back to work. But I know I cannot hold down a full time job. I am 52 year old male, college degree, and was a college basketball player; and liked by everyone years ago. Any advise on cheap medicines, trials, or anything to help with previously mentioned and severe depression?