Please take this seriously as it is bothering my every day life and I don’t feel the same anymore. I stuffed a condom with toilet paper PS; I am not gay I did this because for some reason I was curious about what it felt like. Anyway I didn’t use lube wich was dumb I just spat on it. The condom was stuffed thin and when I put it up there it got stuck and I forced it out by pushing. the end of it was bent as it came out and it felt like it tore something on the way down. (What do u think it may have torn?) I had to get a colonoscopy performed on me because after I did this I was unable to go to the bathroom, even with the use of laxatives I couldn’t go at all. I was told after that it’s nothing to worry about and it’s just Mucosal prolapse. I was told by the surgeon that it will go back to normal on it’s own but I fear he isn’t taking my situation seriously and there is a possibility this could not improve, I’ve been on a high fibber diet and I'm doing Kegel exercises every day in hope that this will all go away and I’ll be normal again. What's your opion on my situation and is there any advice you can give me it would be greatly appreciated. The Kegel’s are now makeing my tail bone start to hurt, the Mucosal is still prolapseing and I still feel like I have no strength in there and find it extreamly hard to push anything out, it’s messed up.

Also I want to add before this happened I wasn’t loose in there but after the everything I feel really weak in there what might have happened? and will this go back to normal after time? The surgeon said I did myself no damage but it seems alot like I have so I don’t understand my situation.