I'm married for 5 yes n. Have 2 kids , my problem is fear of losing person I love ,,, I have faced it n lead me to suicidal tendencies , I keep checking on my husband though he is faithful , I get jealous of him as well if he parties alone , that makes me go mad . this anxiety n attitude of doubting has led to a bad relation . I won realize at I saying when I'm angry , I get all negative thinking in my mind . I need help . my kids are very small , I want to get well so that I can take care of them as well n get my relation back to normal with my husband.