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I have reviewed your query and here is my advice.
For the first few times, due to
anxiety and apprehension, you may not ejaculate properly during the act of
masturbation.
Masturbation is a natural phenomenon and it does not cause any harm to the body. When done periodically, it will release
stress and anxiety instead and helps you to relax your mind.
Similarly, night emissions is also a normal physiological phenomenon. It happens to many men, especially during the younger age groups. These acts are done because body cannot store semen in large amounts and needs emptying periodically.
Hence, don't be worried about it. Follow the technique properly and you will gain confidence to do that. Do not have any unnecessary inhibitions in mind. Things should be alright soon.
Hope I have answered your query. Let me know if I can assist you further.
Regards,
Dr. Ashakiran S