Hello.
I am 44 years old, and I am a seaman. Very often I was exposed to stressful situation, until about a year ago I had panic attack. I was feeling very scared when I was alone, thinking that I am going to die, I could not sleep in my bed because of some fear. If i have slept 2 hours I was awaking in panic and fear. Could not stay alone, could not concentrate on my job, constantly having bad thoughts passing through my mind. I have visited doctor who gave me Deanxit tablets, and after first one i felt amazingly better, only i had trouble sleeping. I was taking two tablets per day for about a month, than I signed off from the ship and stop with Deanxit.
During vacation I have visited psychiatrist, explained what happened to me, and he told me that I have suffered panic attack.
My psychiatrist has prescribed me SEROXAT - Paroxetin tablets, 20 mg, if happens again
After two months at home, where everything was ok, only trouble sleeping from time to time, I have signed on another ship, and situation has started but not that strong as before.
I have started taking Seroxat and everything was ok, only trouble sleeping again, and I have been taking Seroxat for full 4 months while I was on board the ship.
Another two months at home without tablets, but again trouble sleeping, and here I am on my present vessel, just signed on today.
After talking with my family I am sensing and experiencing some kind of fear, now when I am alone in my room.
Fear comes and goes, but I am still kind of afraid to go to sleep, even I am very tired.
Thinking about taking Seroxat again or maybe Deanxit.
Could you please tell me what to do and how and if is possible to treat this fear permanently.
Thank you very much.