i am a nineteen year old female, around 5 ft 4 and about nine or ten stone. i am constantly paranoid that everybody around me dislikes
me. I think they all think bad things of me and i am always anxious that i have done something wrong or something to upset somebody. I used to be a very outgoing person but now i find it difficult to strike up a conversation with somebody. I worry that people dont like me, and all these thoughts upset me greatly. I feel like a shell of somebody i used to be. Around a year ago i was a regular user of the drug mkat, and now i really worry that this is a long term side effect. At the time i was using the drug i was suicidal and constantly upset; a common short term effect of a heavy user. I have no physical health problems and in a physical respect i have a clean bill of health. I feel that my anxiety/paranoia is gettin worse and that i cannot handle it by simply thinking of other things. It is always in the back of my mind. It is intensified not when i am drunk but the next day, i have crippling anxiety that i did something wrong that i cannot remember or that i said something to make the people around me think little of me. What do i do now? What is wrong with me? Do i need to go and see my gp?