Suffering from Anxiety, stress , Depression and OCD . From past 4 month getting suicidal thoughts and feeling hopelessness. Unable to perform at work though could do routine chores regularly but without interest. Losing interest in life and work. Negative thought cycle worsen the situation. Taking escitaloram and other medications too but these thoughts frequently come to my mind and take complete control. Rest of days i am normal , hopeful and lack energy and enthusiasm . I am jobless but feel bored and need some work to spend day . When i get job i cannot perform feel anxiety , stress , quantum of work and leave job in 2 to 3 days without any good reason or shouting . Feel insecure that employer may fire me so before they do so i resign before hand.