I ve been seeing my psychiatrist and taking Prozac 60mg, subutex 4 or 8mg/day, adderall 60mg, and klonopin half of 2mg every night to help me go to sleep. I ve been on these meds for about 3 years and I am now 10 weeks pregnant. My Dr cut the dosages in half for every medication, but didn t write a script for klonopin and told me to ween of whatever I have left. I tried to get used to taking the new dosages of my meds for about 2 weeks but was feeling very depressed. So I went back to taking my regular dose of every medication plus I m taking half of the 2mg every night before bed. I also was diagnosed with bad anxiety when I was a teen and had panic attacks until I started taking the meds, it helped me calm down. I have a very high tolerance. My body is used to the subutex and adderall and I don t get the same feeling I used to when I first started taking them. It helps me with my add and concentration and the subutex helps my cravings for opiates since I was addicted to taking prescribed pain medicine, like 30mg roxys. Sorry I forget the actual name but that was a favorite of mine. I m so scared as to what s going to happen. I feel very selfish and don t know if I should keep this baby or not. I ve also had 2 abortions a few years back. Both were done years apart from each other. I really wanted to lay everything out to hopefully get a positive answer because all I think about is always negative thoughts. I also have had a phobia of labor since I was ateen as well. I m petrified of the pain I m going to experience and truthfully thinking more towards abortion. God, I sound terrible. I don t want to be judged, I just need an honest answer. Please help me. Thank you for taking the time to read this long question and details about me. Hope to hear from someone very soon.