Hi, This time last year i was in a mad relationship. I had been with my boyfriend for 6 years we did everything new together, in the end the relationships got abusive, my friends and family left me cos they couldnt help me no more and in the end, My boyfriend was arrested for attempt to kill. THis is a year ago when i got beaten up. But i cant stop thinking about it, i sware i am going mental, im getting on with life now but i feel so angry with my friends and family for leaving me i cant bare to talk to them, i havent left my bed for three days, i was going to go out the house today but i cudnt find my purse so i ended up having a massive temper, climbed back into bed and had anotheer crying fit i feel hopeless