50 year old female, 5'7, 160 pounds, prior history of breast cancer. Also have spondylithelosis, broad based disc bulge at L4-L5, uncovering of the disc of l4 on l5, facet degenerative changes at l4-l5 and l5-s1, multilevel disc degeneration in lower lumbar levels and partial sacralization of l5. I saw a neurosurgeon who looked at my MRI and said "when youre ready for surgery we will do a spinal fusion". That scared me a lot and I never went back (this was in October 2010). Now my back is worse than ever, hurts every day, spend the majority of my day sitting down and bending forward to try to relieve the pain. I am also having trouble going number 2. Cannot urge it along. My neck is making rice krispie noises every time I move it. Also, my spine is very recessed - you can hide a finger in it, it looks like it is caving in. Help!