I will try to make this short. I suffer from severe depression, anxiety, PTSD, fibromyalgia and I get at least 3-4 migraines a month. I was put on disability in January but do not want to stay on it. A few years ago I was in a pain management program that started me on pain pills, chiropractic visits, taught me how to eat more health and deep tissue body work. it took about 3 months and i no longer needed the pain meds but i contimued with everything else and started yoga and meditation. Three years ago I had a break down and stopped everything. I am back to not being able to hardly get out of bed. Now that i have passport insurance, i need a referral from my PCP. She gets upset whenever i ask for a referral. I wanted to see a neurologist because of my migraines and she said she could treat me for them. I don t know what to do. I just want help, I want to feel better. I went to her last week to get my yearly blood work done and I had to fast. My appt was at 2:30....she didn t see me until 3:30 ....my head was hurting so bad that my eyes felt like they were going to pop out of my head. She informed me that i needed to reschedule my blood work because I was on passport which they had this on file.....anyway when I asked her for a referral to a pain management doc and a mild pain med until the appointment she told me that I did not have a headache and told me that my eyes didn t look right????? I have NEVER lied to a doctor in my whole life, I have been going to her for over 19 years and I felt like she was accusing me of being high or something. I told her that my head was hurting so bad that I was sick to my stomach and she raised her voice and said She is the doctor . First I have never abused any medication and she knows that, and why would I go in to get my blood work done with anything in my system. How can I find a pain management doctor if my doctor has a problem with a referral and what should i do about getting another PCP. I will be starting over from scratch.