hey so um..i have not too long ago been in a hospital for suicide attempt [not a mental hospital] and my mom and friends have been in my business and stuff and I have always felt ...its sorta hard to explain... I don t really feel any emotion except for hatred and anger to everyone. it started ever since I was little and I have almost killed my self just yesterday in my kitchen with a knife because it gotten to the point[my emotions] that it hurt and now I feel as though I need to be happy but I cant with all of these problems that I have.