I was pregnant with twins (without fertility meds) I was in a commitment monogamous relationship with a man that wanted to get me pregnant so he could be more committed to me. He forced me to get an abortion. The other twin didn t make it after 6 weeks. I am really trying to cope with 3 deaths on my own. He left me during the pregnancy. He was very distant and verbally abusive, especially during the pregnancy. I had a miscarriage and aborted the other baby at 9 weeks. I am feeling lost and the only 2 people that know are sweeping my feelings under the rug. I don t have anyone that understands what I m going through. Please offer some type of encouragement. ...