I have asked my PMngmnt. Dr. to wing me off Methadone, because the previous doc forgot the plan to use it only a short time. 2yrs on this med has taken a toll on my body, so this nice Dr. has successfully got me down to 90 methadones 1pill every 6 hours however im now at a stand stil physicalley unable to go walking muchless do shores around the house and take care of the children. I have to chose 1 or the other. The only support system I have at moment is my husband since we r new to the area. I care, clothe, feed and teach the kids learning activities. I hate the fact that im unable to take them to the park or run around with them. the worst part, having my husband come home and clean after he gets home from along days work. I cry myself to sleep sometimes because I feel im such a burden to him im embarrassed of my life now, and feel that im a worthless woman. If my heart rate goes up do to activity this pulsing that feels like a very small hammer is hitting up my spinalcord til it stops at my head and it stops me dead in my track, the methadone was blocking a lot of that pain now it's just more noticeable more frequent. what is happening to me, and r we doing it right with this new treatment?
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