Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. You are not alone. Every human has an affinity to safety. They always wants to be on the safer side. For every one, home is heaven and whenever possible they retreat to their heaven and be in a peaceful state. That is pretty normal. Nothing to worry. There are also people those are exemptions. You could visit a psychologist to whom you can tell all your difficulties and let him decide what is your problem. Self diagnosis and unwanted worries can be major trouble in the future. leave diagnosis to experts. I can help you as a psychologist. Post a direct question to me on this website with all your details like age, habits, health, and other conditions. I shall prescribe some psychotherapy techniques which will surely help you. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.