Hi, it s been 4 years since I ve experienced some changes in my behavior (according to friends and family.) You see, I used to be really active in all types of activities and I used to engage with new people. But for the past 4 years, I ve lost interest in almost everything I used to enjoy. Now I often just stay in my room and stay quiet, I can t even start conversations, I often have anxiety attacks, I would even start crying out of nowhere because I start to feel really heavy, anxious, and sad. And recently I keep getting suicidal thoughts. I just need to know what s going on with me...