I have sarcodoisis with granulamatosis disease. I also have pulmonary fibrosis. I have a ton of pain in my chest and ribs. I also have a lot of joint pain in my joints especially my left knee and right hip. my back hurts so bad that I cant bare to cook or wash dishes. The prednisone is constantly making me gain weight. I have been on pain meds for 15 years due to a knee injury and back injury for an accident where I was thrown out of a vehicle. I take Morphine 30mg er bid. and oxycodone 30 mg tid, I have had a positive PET scan. I have also had a scan of my liver that shows liver cancer. My doctor is trying to take me off of my pain medication but I cant go without it I am turning yellow and my stomach is swelling but these doctors are just telling me this is the course that this disease takes. I have multiple granulomas in my lungs, liver, and my nerves are so bad that they are making me feel like I m dying. I m only 37 I a have a 14 year old and a 19 year old that I m still trying to raise. their father is in prison for trying to kill me. I have no where else to too turn. please help me, if I m dying I don t want to be in pain like I am now. please I want to die with some dignity.