Every time I read to learn, there are so many interfering thoughts that enters on my mind that questions everything that I do, what I feel and how I think and it leaves me in a state of confusion about the things that I m currently doing especially when I enjoy what I m doing (the reading) and I m doing good at it. That s why, the effect is that I m stopping to understand what I m reading and enjoy it because the interfering thoughts questions why do I understand these (referring to the process of cognition), why do I feel this way (referring to the appropriate/right mood that I should feel) and etc. that makes me feel so uncertain. I don t know really, I m so confused.