I am a young lady of 20 who has had depression before when I was 13, and am now experiencing some of the same symptoms except I am also having memory trouble and not being able to think for myself. My husband says I m not doing things that I am pretty sure I am doing. I don t want to go to a doctor yet because I m afraid of just thinking I have depression again but I don t. But I do feel tired all the time, doubting myself and I have been putting off doing anything. I also have fits were I just cry, want to disappear, feel pain, or am unnecessarily angry. My husband says I m just putting it on possibly having depression again. So how do I find out for sure?