I spent a relaxing evening with my family after a very busy week, had a few drinks, I was exhausted, blacked out around 9:30, went to bed but was very awful verbally to my son - I said things I don t even feel/think. I didn t show any signed of being drunk and didn t feel drunk, but I don t remember anything after 9:30, and said some really awful things. This has been happening a lot in the last year.