I had a super bad backward fall while one foot was pinned in a watermeter hole in the ground. Slammed the back left side of head on the side /tire well area of an old iron cargo van. Had no memory of the fall and was told later I had to be unconcious even if just for seconds. During that forgotten time frame I remember seeing a black shadow approach the back side of my eye as in inside of my head . I saw the black shadow move back OUT leaving the view that the eye saw. When that was happening I could hear the sound of fluid spewing inside my head (the way you hear when you plug your ears with your fingers). I heard a loud POP and at the same time saw and had a white explosion of light in the upper left corner of my left eyeball. About 1.5 hours later I had a black feather looking shadow covering the outter right side of my RIGHT eye (flashes of light came in about 3-4 days and later black spots). No head pain yet. Another 2 hours I had numb lips and numbness on the left side of my face. Mild nausea came a few hours later and I decided to go on to the ER. I was told all was well... concussions cause these issues and they would go away in a couple of days or so. They did not get better and a sore head began in about 24 hours that progressed to serious very sore head and so much more. An MRI done about 14 days later showed lesions in the Corona radiata said to likely represent senescence changes or small vessel disease. So many issues came after this. In 14 months a new MRI showed the leisions to be GONE but the other issues are still plaguin me. The brain was injured but was said to be aging instead of the head injury and since the beginni week has been the reason why THE IMPACT OF MY FOOTSTEP ON THE FLOOR causes my skull (front of head, temples, forehead and brow bone) to squeeze, crush, pull inward (I don t know med turmoil to call it so I m trying to describe what I feel). I have lots of issue that have extended to neuropathy in the feet along with many other nerve issues. The legs contracting muscles more on the right.. both arms pulling on the inside above and below the elbow. Looks like the skull is going from plum to prune inside the hairline but no one is listening speaking of the doctors). There is so much more. Please respond.