I was prescribed amphetamine salts through my childhood to treat my learning disability. after undergoing a major surgery I had to discontinue my stimulant drug in order to take sedatives for pain. after that i used marijuana for medical purposes in order to prevent physical addiction. I aslo justified my marijuana use cautiously calculating my age group and social acceptance toward marijuana (decriminalized in that state) then on to recreational due to my ignorance believing marijuana was healthier than legal drugs. To my suprise I never had a problem with cannaboid activating drugs (I could use it responsibly cause my distorted perception was drivin by interest rather than being lazy and counter productive. with that said i had no desire to go back to prescribed amphetamine. I then moved to Arizona (wich has a economic and community problem with designer drugs do to heavy political influence) and I had no intention with breaking the law and was satisfied with experimenting illicit drugs after high school since marijuan was the only high i was comfortable with and had no effect on any three tips of the health triangle so I began to smoke synthetic cannabis since I didn t want to go I to produce a similar psychoanalytical comfort. One night I had a few drinks and was convinced to try bath salts (MDPV) do to drug enforcements counterproactive efforts to these ever changing markets. Since I had wrongfully judged my familiarity with my bodily reactions to psycholinguistics I figured I would be okay to party all night with my partner. 4 months have passed now and ive had a bad addiction to this hidious drug since then. Im watching myself die right before my eyes from lack of sleep, malnutrition,and other habbitiuos behavior endused by drug addiction. wich leads me to my question. I cant afford to see a doctor at this time and I dont want to sleep next to a sex offender in a prison cell for substituting medical marijuana for my legal drug addiction. Its physical addiction do to the inconvenient and misfortune lack of synaps activity has led me to hypothesis physical addiction. Any techniques or embibable advise?.I have much respect and trust in white collars I have a great intrest and basic understanding toward behavior psychology I need more conclusive data to implement my efforts toward my illness so I more data to consider my opions to best approach my health concern. I have yet to notice any sort of phsyological damamge or paranoid thoughts.a am i addicted to salt but no other drugs, legal or not, that have produced similar seretonin and dopemine release properties. I need help :( but cant afford it the united states way