So my husband recently told me he wanted to kill himself, like 3 weeks after we had our fourth child. He has been in therapy recently and starts seeing a psychiatrist in about two weeks. And I am trying to be the supportive wife but damn it is hard, he will stop talking to me for days, and then I sit there and think what have I said or did I say something or not do anything right. I am truly exhausted and don t know what to do. I don t think I can talk to him about it because I am scared that it might trigger a mood or something worse. Kind of stuck between a rock and a bolder, I m the one working and do the day to day things around the house, so I try not to let things show but it s getting harder. I totally understand that this severe anxiety/ depression with bipolar tendencies diagnosis wasn t going to be easy and I m proud that he has addressed it but damn I didn t realize how much it would affect me, to the extent of frustration. It feels like if I don t do everything he asked for especially in the bed room or do so sort of sex everyday, he gets mad, stops talking, I hate feeling like I have to do that stuff to just make him happy or atleast make him feel that i want him. I just don t know what to do, I don t have a lot of time for myself with four kids and a husband, dog , full time job, a household that I m the only one who takes care of it. So I figured I would look into the online thing . So I just wanted to know is this normal to feel this way, is it ok to feel this way, because I m feeling guilty that I am feeling like I can t do this Thank you for your time