Hello, since already like 4 days i am experiencing the worst of my life, i know i have hemorrhoids but never went to doctor(like almost 1 year already), i am not taking anything for them but since 4 dyas ago i have a very strong itching out of my butthole,vagina, and buttcheeks, i scratcht too much and blood is coing out, i am very scared because currently i live in a european country and i dont have enough money to go to the doctor, today i tried to go to the bathroom and i felt as if my anus was going to come out so i just didnt try more, what do you think i should do? but the itching is like killing me is extreme and horrible