What Do You Suggest For Major Depression And PTSD?

I am drug resistant, major depression and PTSD. You would not know it to look at me. I have a great husband, six figure income and I my Rx drugs are pooping out- my prescriber refuses to stop listening to the drug reps, the medicine to 'augment' the cymbalta helped me gain 30 pounds and now I have high blood pressure. That company of Seroquel has paid over a half a billion in settlements, but she thinks since the Rep says it's ok, it must be. Then, I say, you take the stuff and see what happens to your body, dang it. I am sorry, but I can't wait for my children to finish school so I can end my pain myself. I am an intelligent woman, but when cancer patients have no hope, they can go to Oregon, or Switzerland or Denmark. Why can't people have compassion and just let me..go. It would be a mercy to me.