I'm not sure if I'm depressed or not. Sometimes, it doesn't even feel like I am depressed at all. I have days where I'm absurdly happy, I love life, love my friends, love my family, etc. etc. The next day, I hate my friends, I have no enthusiasm for anything, I find myself constantly ranting or complaining, holding a grudge against myself, sometimes others, though they do not deserve it. I have little to no motivation, whether I be happy or sad. I'm told by my parents I'm depressed, my friends have even mentioned I should go seek professional help. Even though it seems everyone cares, I often feel like I'm alone. I find myself seeking attention, even when I don't seem to want any attention. I'm extremely confused as to my state of mind. I thought maybe I was bipolar, but I'm not so sure. My emotions are best described as a rollercoaster, up, down, up, down, loopety loop, just to mess with my head... What is happening to me? Does anyone know?